Sunday, August 4, 2013

Trust

Years to earn, seconds to break. That is how trusting works. It takes us so long to judge a person and it just in a fickle of time we are able to decide if they should continue trusting them or not. This is how indecisive our mind is.

Like this one time, I was texting with my male cousin, I repeat, my COUSIN, and my mom made a huge fuss over it. She was like why are you texting him? I'm gonna tell dad. and blah, blah. It was my damn cousin who I texted to! 

After that day, my mom never really trusted me anymore. She checks my phone for messages or calls. And it's a lucky thing she can't get into my facebook! If not, I 'm sure she will be all over it! Since I am studying in all girls school, they want me to limit my friends to girls only. Now, because of that, I am really shy talking to boys and I'm sixteen! How am I going to live like this forever??!!! I am not a bitch to you know fall in love with every guy I see. 

So this time, she was asked me why I had to lock my iPad and my phone with password. She added that, if a person is not committing any mistake, they don't have to hide anything. She is still not trusting me. But my dad is totally the opposite. He trusts me, with whatever I do. I am really thankful to him for that. Seriously, if one does not trust their own child, they won't have anything to hold on as support and this will lead them to do bad things. My dad is totally aware of that. But it is just my mum who needs a help trusting her own children.

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