Wrong Place, Wrong Act

Some people just go some places for the wrong thing! I am so angry rite now, because some smart lady just stole my pair of sandals. And guess where? At a temple.

Do these people come to pray or to shop for shoes. If your slippers are lost then walk home barefooted like what I just did. Don't go around stealing shoes. Having some common sense brings people a long way.

I know that shouldn't be swearing, but I hope that this particular person who stole my shoes to receive bad omen. I trust karma. Since, I have never stole anyone's shoe, it couldn't be karma who did this to me. Maybe, after that, they will have this common sense of not stealing.

Stealing is stealing no matter what. Furthermore, one that goes to the temple, shouldn't be doing this. Please have some dignity as a human being. Thanks.

Running Man Ep 157

Today I watched this new episode of Running Man. It was a total suspense till the very end. I was not able to guess who the culprit was. Ironically, my deductions have never gone wrong. I thought it was Suk Jin who wanted to be the main character again but It was a great twist at the end.

I also like the part where they were all carrying out missions to collect evidences. it was kind of pitiful, when the guest was being bullied by Haroro. I knwo he is just playing around but it seemed like the middle-aged guy was going to doe out of exhaustment. And the part where Kwangsoo beat Jong Kook in the last game was a total epic. Oh, and Kwangsoo do look handsome lately in Running Man and I hipe Ji Hyo gets more airtime....

So, I just regret watching all those 100+ episodes of Running Man the kast holidays. I guess I'll just keep calm and wait for the next Tuesday.

 

Trust

Years to earn, seconds to break. That is how trusting works. It takes us so long to judge a person and it just in a fickle of time we are able to decide if they should continue trusting them or not. This is how indecisive our mind is.

Like this one time, I was texting with my male cousin, I repeat, my COUSIN, and my mom made a huge fuss over it. She was like why are you texting him? I'm gonna tell dad. and blah, blah. It was my damn cousin who I texted to! 

After that day, my mom never really trusted me anymore. She checks my phone for messages or calls. And it's a lucky thing she can't get into my facebook! If not, I 'm sure she will be all over it! Since I am studying in all girls school, they want me to limit my friends to girls only. Now, because of that, I am really shy talking to boys and I'm sixteen! How am I going to live like this forever??!!! I am not a bitch to you know fall in love with every guy I see. 

So this time, she was asked me why I had to lock my iPad and my phone with password. She added that, if a person is not committing any mistake, they don't have to hide anything. She is still not trusting me. But my dad is totally the opposite. He trusts me, with whatever I do. I am really thankful to him for that. Seriously, if one does not trust their own child, they won't have anything to hold on as support and this will lead them to do bad things. My dad is totally aware of that. But it is just my mum who needs a help trusting her own children.

I'm becoming EXOtic

Not as in hot, but I am starting to like exo. Their new Growl music video made me fall head over heels for them. They were like so cool!!!!! I wish I could dance like them. So charismatic and cute at the same time.

I like most of them. Some of them are just shy you know. I like someone who talks a lot and is fun yo be with. So, yeah. People like D.O. at first seem all bubbly but he turns out to be someone quiet. But yet, since he is cute, I still love him. To confess, he is my first bias when I saw the Genie video but then I switched to Kai because his dance is like AWESOME~!

Hahaha. Then comes in Kris, Chanyeol, Baekhyun and Sehun. I like the others too, but I hope they will have a brighter personalities in the media! KEEP CALM AND BE EXOTIC! 

Black History

I used to be someone really brave and participated in many competitions even when I was in the primary school.I had so much of confidence in myself although I do make mistakes at times. But all of it  disappeared when I participated in the public speaking competition when I was twelve. I did fine in the district level and made it to the state level without much effort. I was well prepared, but I'm not sure if I was lucky or not to get my menses for the first time the day before the competition.

So, I was really nervous standing on the stage!  That's something puberty did to me as I did not feel that way in the district level! =.= I was doing well int he prepared speech round until I reached the ending when My mind suddenly became blank and had forgotten some parts of the script. I looked at my teacher and she was trying really hard to smile and to motion to me that I was doing just fine. She  even hugged me after I was done with my speech and told me not to worry and do better in my impromptu. I was really determined to make my teacher proud and did well in the impromptu speech and got 4th placing int he competition. I can't question the result because the other speakers presented their speech perfectly fine and I was the only one that stuttered among the 15 participants. If I had done my prepared speech well, I could have gotten into top 3. But, it was too late already and I hate to regret. So, I was contended with the results and so were my parents and my teachers.

As for my language teacher (who is also my favourite) even congratulated me for getting my menseson  the following day.And guess what, it was the hot topic in teachers' lounge! These teachers keep nothing to themselves! 

Apart from that, I was actually glad that the teachers were not upset with me and instead felt happy for me. I really miss them right now! My secondary school isn't as awesome as my primary school. If there  is anything I would regret about, it will be me growing up too soon! But life has to go on and I have learnt to see the better sides of my life instead of regretting my past. 

But this will always remain as a black history in my life....

Schools!

According to most students, school is a boring place and the only thing they look forward is to meet their friends. Well, instead of feeling bored at school, I feel that it is a stressful place, apart from my friends of course. Being a prefect and having to deal with trivial matters, I feel really burdened. The people the could be tiring at times. You get told off for the littlest things. Like for entering the teachers' room without any teacher in it or simply because you laugh too loud at a joke! The heck???!!!

 Besides, some people could really get annoying. I actually hate people who cares so much about my life or wants me to know every single thing that happens in theirs. When I said every single thing, I meant, EVERY SINGLE THING! From what happens in their class and even what they did at home. What can I get from those pointless stories (mostly complaints)? I dislike being nosey about others' bussiness as much as they being curious about mine. We are living different life and it doesn't matter to me if I don't hear you complaining about something every day! I don't mind you sharing your feelings occassionally, where I could do something to help you or advise you on. Nobody is perfect. So, they should actually stop detecting other's mistakes and simply just concentrate on their life. I have many people that I don't really like in my very own class. I bet most of you do too. But, are all the people in the world are meant to be the same? If so, life could be a total bore!

Apart from all these weird people, I have great people around me. My friends are always there to listen to my problems too and I'm ready to lend them my ears too. Sometimes, I used to wonder why they never got tired of me whining. Instead, when my mood is really bad, they do their best to cheer me up. Hence, my temper is much better than before. They are the people that I share my secrets with and I am the one who they trust with theirs. So this feeling of being interdependant made us closer, and instead of labelling ourselves as friends, we are more like sisters!

So yeah, those are the things that I could more or less use to describe my school.